I don`t see myself as a person. Yes, I have a heart beat and organs but its not what makes me…me.
I feel like I don`t have a personality, I worry about how others see me, I look at my pictures and I see a human, not me.
I can`t define myself, I don`t know how.
I`m constantly judging myself by my actions and my thoughts, not always in a negative way. I question everything.
Why am I thinking about this? Why do I suddenly have the nerve to write this? Why do I find it hard to open up?
Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and I see a human, but I don`t see Audajha. Who is Audajha?